its precisely during times like this that people expend the energy to kick you down further. what a shitshow of corrupt, dishonorable behavior. panic attacks, chest pains, not knowing where im gonna stay for the night after escaping abusive home situation, and even ppl from the process violating boundaries and contacting me when i had expressly cut ties. after stringing me along, not honoring commitments and extending the process further and defending verbally abusive members of the support team wasn’t bad enough. saying it was retraumatizing over and over again was like talking to brick walls.